Left alone and falling
Into a hole of dispair
A state of depression uncommon
Crying myself to sleep
Drinking myself sober
Thinking of cutting
Unmotivated
Love lost, but not forgotten
Lonliness remembered
Misery all too consuming
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Tuesday, 20 July 2010 Left alone and falling Into a hole of dispair A state of depression uncommon Crying myself to sleep Drinking myself sober Thinking of cutting Unmotivated Love lost, but not forgotten Lonliness remembered Misery all too consuming
ξ Friday, 25 June 2010 Locked and loaded Cartidge chambered Roulette of the Russian persuation Mr. Daniels in my ear "Pull the trigger" Safety on Salvation This time
ξ Ashamed of who I am today And of the person I have been Afraid of what I will become A harbinger of sin Knowing only I can change my path This shadowed road I've traveled long I've tried to step in to the light But have found i'm not that strong
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Posted by theinsolentminx at 10:35 PM EDT
Updated: Friday, 25 June 2010 11:24 PM EDT Post Comment | Permalink | Share This Post A modicome of broken dreams Shattered Scattered to the wind Torn from a black, broken heart Forgotten Never to be recovered Shadows looming Drawing closer Attempting to obsure a future already lost
ξ Horrifying nightmares Terrifying dreams Keeping me from sleeping The constant, endless screams
Visions of my future Haunting my minds eye Tears my soul to pieces So here I sit an cry
Crying out for comfort Knowing I am here alone Another night of misery For sins I can't atone
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Posted by theinsolentminx at 10:27 PM EDT
Updated: Friday, 25 June 2010 10:30 PM EDT Post Comment | Permalink | Share This Post If I woke tomorrow And tomorrow wasn't there Then I'd wake tomorrow And no longer have a care
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Posted by theinsolentminx at 10:23 PM EDT
Updated: Friday, 25 June 2010 10:29 PM EDT Post Comment | Permalink | Share This Post Sunday, 4 April 2010 Trapped In a tangled web of confusion Hundreds and thousands of colors Swirling, spinning, meshing Images dance in my mind None coherant None feasable The paths I ave to choose from are shadowy Narrow, winding Entangling me even more The harder I tryto break free The more tangled I get
ξ Lies and deception The truth goes untold Forever and ever Since days of old For thousands of years People have lied To cast away anguish And diminishing pride We lie to ourselves To each other and then We bury the truth Again and again I lie to myself About where I am going This path I walk blindfolded Where I am headed there is no way of knowing
ξ Light the wick Watch it burn You will feel Your stomach churn I see a shimmer In your eye A tear drips down You start to cry The poison mixes With your blood You begin to fall down You hit the floor with a thud You drank the drink To end your life It cut out your existance Like the blade of a knife
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Saturday, 3 April 2010 Bite my lip Scar my flesh Take the pain Mentally regress
Pain and torture Is my life A happy ending Nowhere in sight
Can't hurt you Hurt myself Not as good Works just as well
Scars on my body Will show what I mean The blood on my hands From a cut, deep and clean
I do this to me 'Cause I can't do it to you Your blood would be better But mine will do
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