Locked and loaded
Cartidge chambered
Roulette of the Russian persuation
Mr. Daniels in my ear
"Pull the trigger"
Safety on
Salvation
This time
ξ
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Friday, 25 June 2010 Locked and loaded Cartidge chambered Roulette of the Russian persuation Mr. Daniels in my ear "Pull the trigger" Safety on Salvation This time
ξ Ashamed of who I am today And of the person I have been Afraid of what I will become A harbinger of sin Knowing only I can change my path This shadowed road I've traveled long I've tried to step in to the light But have found i'm not that strong
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Posted by theinsolentminx at 10:35 PM EDT
Updated: Friday, 25 June 2010 11:24 PM EDT Post Comment | Permalink | Share This Post A modicome of broken dreams Shattered Scattered to the wind Torn from a black, broken heart Forgotten Never to be recovered Shadows looming Drawing closer Attempting to obsure a future already lost
ξ Horrifying nightmares Terrifying dreams Keeping me from sleeping The constant, endless screams
Visions of my future Haunting my minds eye Tears my soul to pieces So here I sit an cry
Crying out for comfort Knowing I am here alone Another night of misery For sins I can't atone
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Posted by theinsolentminx at 10:27 PM EDT
Updated: Friday, 25 June 2010 10:30 PM EDT Post Comment | Permalink | Share This Post If I woke tomorrow And tomorrow wasn't there Then I'd wake tomorrow And no longer have a care
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Posted by theinsolentminx at 10:23 PM EDT
Updated: Friday, 25 June 2010 10:29 PM EDT Post Comment | Permalink | Share This Post Sunday, 4 April 2010 Trapped In a tangled web of confusion Hundreds and thousands of colors Swirling, spinning, meshing Images dance in my mind None coherant None feasable The paths I ave to choose from are shadowy Narrow, winding Entangling me even more The harder I tryto break free The more tangled I get
ξ Lies and deception The truth goes untold Forever and ever Since days of old For thousands of years People have lied To cast away anguish And diminishing pride We lie to ourselves To each other and then We bury the truth Again and again I lie to myself About where I am going This path I walk blindfolded Where I am headed there is no way of knowing
ξ Light the wick Watch it burn You will feel Your stomach churn I see a shimmer In your eye A tear drips down You start to cry The poison mixes With your blood You begin to fall down You hit the floor with a thud You drank the drink To end your life It cut out your existance Like the blade of a knife
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Saturday, 3 April 2010 Bite my lip Scar my flesh Take the pain Mentally regress
Pain and torture Is my life A happy ending Nowhere in sight
Can't hurt you Hurt myself Not as good Works just as well
Scars on my body Will show what I mean The blood on my hands From a cut, deep and clean
I do this to me 'Cause I can't do it to you Your blood would be better But mine will do
ξ Death consumes us painfully slow From the second we are born The bad die young, the good die younger The loved one first to go
Life is almost not worth living It's filled with so much pain To me a form of torture A gift that's not worth giving
Everything I get close to Gets corrupted, or it dies I don't know how to fix this Oter than to stay away from you
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