Anger burning deep inside
Hatred welling up
Eating at my aching guts
Causing my soul to divide
There is darkness deep within me
Thedemons taking hold
Bottled up, about to burst
I fear what happens if they're freed
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Sunday, 8 August 2010 Anger burning deep inside Hatred welling up Eating at my aching guts Causing my soul to divide
There is darkness deep within me Thedemons taking hold Bottled up, about to burst I fear what happens if they're freed
ξ Silvery storm clouds of emotion Swirling above my head Following me everywhere Like a puppy, lost and looking for it's owner The rain has yet to fall on me But the clouds, they never part Oh, how I wish the lingering storm would burst forth Pouring down upon me Only if, for no reason other than a shred of light may pass Through the clouds to shine Onto thedarkness which is my life
ξ Saturday, 7 August 2010 Shifting sands of time and space Drifting to and fro In the changing winds of desolation Destiny is unknown Yet inescapable Forever wandering Traveling endless Never pausing for rest Infusing the fates of others Melding worlds Altering paths Continuously moving towards the ineveitable
ξ Smile if you love me Smile if you don't Smile if you care for me Smile if you won't Smile when you're happy Smile when you cry Smile when I am around Smile when I die
ξ Horrifying nightmares Paired with Terrifying dreams Keeping me from sleeping I hear constant, endless screams
Visions of my future Haunting my minds' eye Tears my soul to pieces And so here I sit and cry
Crying out for comfort Knowing I am here alone Another night of misery For those sins I can't atone
ξ Thursday, 22 July 2010 I taste food that has no flavor I drink drinks that do not quench I hear words that have no meaning Every thing to me is empty Soul devoid of life What should be found has been lost
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Tuesday, 20 July 2010 Left alone and falling Into a hole of dispair A state of depression uncommon Crying myself to sleep Drinking myself sober Thinking of cutting Unmotivated Love lost, but not forgotten Lonliness remembered Misery all too consuming
ξ Friday, 25 June 2010 Locked and loaded Cartidge chambered Roulette of the Russian persuation Mr. Daniels in my ear "Pull the trigger" Safety on Salvation This time
ξ Ashamed of who I am today And of the person I have been Afraid of what I will become A harbinger of sin Knowing only I can change my path This shadowed road I've traveled long I've tried to step in to the light But have found i'm not that strong
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Posted by theinsolentminx at 10:35 PM EDT
Updated: Friday, 25 June 2010 11:24 PM EDT Post Comment | Permalink | Share This Post A modicome of broken dreams Shattered Scattered to the wind Torn from a black, broken heart Forgotten Never to be recovered Shadows looming Drawing closer Attempting to obsure a future already lost
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